Thursday, August 27, 2009

WHERE IS "THE" LOVE???

My levels of vellapanti drive me crazy and force me to do things that yield results which might as well depress me for a while..!!

I thought against all sanity in the world to approach FACEBOOK to tell me "Why am I still SINGLE?!?"Answered a series of questions,only to be later told that I was UNDER CONFIDENT and hence single...

Now this was one serious WTF moment..!!
I guess I could have answered it in a better way had I thought about using my brains for a change...

I am single not because I am under confident,but this is what I choose to be.
I am single not because of this lame reason but because of the fact that I love my freedom more than anything in the world.
I am single because I realize that today people have everything for each other except LOVE!!
This might sound a little too stupid on my part-but Yes,this is it!

I am happy being single-at least I don't carry the burden of certain DO's and DON'Ts,I get to talk to everybody I want to talk to and live life according to my wishes.I am happy that at least my mornings don't begin with "Hey sweets..I am finally up and brushing my teeth.Plan to go for breakfast next and then off to college with XYZ".I am happy that my every phone call does not end with a "Love you loaz..muaaahz" and I am happy that I am not answerable to anybody in this world except my parents.

When you love yourself,people will eventually love you.I love myself more than anything in the world.I am not being a narcissist but somebody who loves the very essence of her existence and knows how to appreciate it..!!

I am very much Single and loving it..If something has to happen,it surely would happen.If William Darcy could fall for Elizabeth Bennett,then I am sure there is somebody for everybody in this world..!!

Till then cheers to SINGLEDOM!!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

LOST CHILDHOOD..!!

"One should never let the child in them ever get lost!!"

No matter how much I try to put this across as many people as I know,I am always left with a loss of words to see people age and mature so quickly...

When I was a little kid I fancied being a grown up and getting the advantages that being an adult offers.But with time I gradually realized how wrong I was and along with me all those who unfortunately thought on the same lines.Thankfully this realization hit me at the right time else I would have spent my entire life trying to fill the void created in my life...

The best part about anybody's childhood is the innocence associated with it.There is no f***ing worry in the world besides missing out on any episode of a cartoon serial we love to watch,nothing to mend except for broken toys and knees,looking for mum and dad to give us a tight hug or trying to find silly reasons to start a fight with our siblings..

I don't know where all of this suddenly vanishes when we grow up.Things just tend to get messy and there is hardly any scope if it would ever be alright.

Childhood besides getting the innocence gets the ability to be happy whatever the situation be.Nothing seems to bother kids for more than a few hours(empty tummies and full bladders are different cases obviously!!).I don't mind kids living in their own illusionary world because it keeps them happy and that according to me is the most important thing in the world.When they say that happiness is something that can only be pursued,I would not disagree with them but I guess its only when we are kids that we get the closest to being truly HAPPY!!

Now that I am 20 and am expected to act smart,behave maturely and in a way people our age really do,I badly wish I could turn into a 5 year old and run all the way in my apartment park and play with my friends...
*sob sob*

Monday, August 24, 2009

BLU-O




If you have not heard about this hangout place then kindly choose a name for yourself because I am in no mood to go through the ordeal of giving names to any of you dums..!!


This is one hell of an awesome bowling alley..Bunking college and finally making it to BLU-O was worth every trouble we had to go through mid-way..The ambiance was beyond words and all of us were ready to try our hands at bowling from the word go..Well,not exactly..because few of us chose to stay back-shy,scared to fall,confident enough to make a fool out of themselves or fear of failure-whatever that be,but few of us including Me stayed away.

But being the true Indians that we actually are,we managed to find a JUGAAD for the ones sitting behind so that everybody could atleast have a shot at it..and mahn what an experience that was.I cursed myself for not playing the entire round and promised myself to come here again and have another go at it..


For guys this is another good place to have an option for bird watching and I am sure the guys in the group would have enjoyed more than us..But who cares?!?!?


People the next time you go to Ambiance Mall,you HAVE to go to this place.One has to go to this place to actually experience and believe what I am unsuccessfully trying to put across this article..

Go Bowling guys..!!

P.S:Nitish and I were declared the rightful winners..The scorecard would be displayed after somebody politely offers to give me the pic...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

AUGUST BEGINNINGS

August End is not exactly the right time to come up with stuff of this sort but one can seriously expect ME to get delayed with all this..

For the past 20 years I age by one year on the 3rd of this month and off late I am even expected to act mature...well-behaved and decent.Not being a TEENAGER does have harsh consequences...

Then August also happens to be a month when I enjoy my college the most!!Being away from all my friends for 2 months makes me appreciate their presence more than anything in the world and I try to make the most of it..

Now this year I had one of the most amazing birthdays one could ever ask for because the surprise my friends had planned for me-----wow,I just loved it and I know it very well that I would never be able to tell them how much I liked it and how much I love them!!

And college is going awesome---I have not even manged to get over with 2 weeks of my 5th semester and I have already bunked college and tried bowling and things I should not mention publicly;)

All in all I like the new beginnings that August offers me every year and I try to make the best of them..

P.S:Sincere apologies for talking about August beginnings when we are about to plan the next month now..but by now my laziness has reached new levels and this should very well be appreciated!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

BAGS ALL PACKED...

So,finally it's time for me to go back to one of the places that I hate like hell..

Tomorrow I'll head towards my college(and hostel of course..gosh,just the mention gives me goosebumps..)and will try my best to stay there for 4 days.Someone would surely think that I am one crazy female but then that is the way I am and I can't help it..

A lot has been going on since I last wrote here and I promise all my DEDICATED followers that I'll bring them up to date with all the stuff that has been keeping me busy..

Till then wish me luck for the following four days..

Tadaaaaaa